When you clearly have more time to be a keyboard warrior rather than a decent human being, it gets pretty pathetic…
I never understood the people who spend more time on the internet and ‘socialising’ online than they do IRL (in real life). It makes me feel ever so slightly sorry for them but mostly? Forgive me for being a snob but I find it horribly pathetic.
I understand blogging and the need to express yourself. But when that need crosses over being able to present yourself IRL more, it makes things just really pathetic.
I guess I just have a thing for people who are a lot more socially apt. Again, I try not to discriminate but I’m awkwardly, well, awkward, around the socially inept. I’m not sure what sort of conversation to make with them or if I’m overwhelming them with chatter. It’s mind-boggling!
On a completely different note…in the midst of exam stress and trying to be an awesome doctor…
I’ve felt the dire need to be wooed.
I miss romance. I miss being courted, or whisked away on surprise endeavours, romantic dinners and the sudden bouquet of flowers appearing at my door. Call me a traditional romantic sap but that is what I am. It doesn’t take much to make me happy. I don’t demand 1000-pound handbags or branded shoes or any of that jazz (although I wouldn’t complain if any of that showed up at my door!) but it’s just nice to feel wanted or needed like that. I mean, I was enthralled when one of the junior docs I work with followed me about the hospital because he wanted to spend more time with me! See, it takes little to make me happy!
Going out to dinner with two very amazing couples was very heartwarming. It also made me feel like a very large fifth wheel. I’m generally quite alright to hang with couples. But I guess this feeling of a lack of romance in my life has been intensified being amongst lots of love.
I don’t believe that there can’t be romance in a long-distance relationship. I’ve seen couples make the effort, make plans and ideas from afar. It’s all quite doable but it also takes the right people to be in a long distance relationship, I suppose.
Confession #1 : When I feel the need to dance, I pick a tune and then pick Pablo up. She loves it. Although at times she sorta clings on for dear life…She also gets really dizzy after which is pretty fun to watch.
Confession #2 : I cuddle her when I go to bed. And sometimes? She spoons me –_–
Basically? I need more romance in my life. This is just getting a bit too sad…
Sigh.
